Just That Kinda Week

neverfadeaway769 — Thu, 17 Jan 2008 20:42:57 +0000

Well, it has just been that kinda week. I have been doing nothing but eating and sleeping. Everyone keeps saying that it is probably depression from not doing drugs. Apparently the first couple months are the hardest. But, it doesn’t seem drug related. It just seems like a personal problem between me, myself and I. I haven’t been wanting to wake up in the morning to go to school. My parents and my friends are all worried about me. I don’t know. This depression is even affecting my life online. I have been managing to keep Crystal Lowe Fan updated, but I have no enthusiasm to work on or finish any of my other sites. I am hoping that this is all just a phase and that it will blow over eventually. Also, new layout…hope you enjoy!

Boyfriend?

neverfadeaway769 — Tue, 15 Jan 2008 18:16:18 +0000

Sorry I haven’t blogged in quite awhile. I have been dealing with life stuff that really had to come first. Anyway, I recently met this really amazing guy. We are on the ropes regarding whether or not we are dating. It is going to be hard. When he isn’t at school or sleeping, he is working third shift at his job. I really like him and as far as I can tell, he really likes me too. I am hoping this will work out. So, my best friend had to change her cell phone number because this really creepy boy I go to school with has been harrassing her. He has decided that for the last two weeks they have been dating, when they haven’t. She has a boyfriend that she loves and has been dating for quite awhile now. Anyway, she and her mom went to the police and I don’t know all of the details, all I know is that if he doesn’t leave her alone, there will be a restraining order written.

First Week Back

neverfadeaway769 — Thu, 10 Jan 2008 04:01:44 +0000

The first week back at school after a long break is always the hardest. It just seems to drag on forever. I have been doing all that I can to survive this week, but I just couldn’t keep my mouth shut tonight. I started a conversation with my mother that ended up in a different place. We started fighting and she started yelling and I tried to remain as calm as possible, but I just couldn’t. We haven’t spoken to eachother much tonight. Anyway, I have started working out again and I have a workout buddy who I am supposed to be working out with at least two times a week. I have also decided to quit smoking sometime next week, which is a big step for me after all that I have been through. Also, I have great news…Crystal Lowe Fan has been hosted by the fan-sites.org! I am busy moving in and making sure that the site is up and running ASAP!

School Tomorrow/New Layouts

neverfadeaway769 — Sun, 06 Jan 2008 23:50:09 +0000

So, I have taken a week off from blogging and I am back. School starts tomorrow and I am less than thrilled. I don’t know why, when just the other day I was saying how long vacations make me crazy. Anyway, I know I said I wasn’t going to be working on any of my sites when I decided to take a week off from blogging, but I couldn’t help myself. Crystal Lowe Fan has a new layout and I am still trying to work out all of the kinks. I also ordered a layout for Miley Cyrus Fansite and am planning on putting that up sometime this week. So many fansites, so little time. But, I am determined to make them work. I am stopping myself from making fansites for awhile, at least until I have the current sites fully functional. I almost forgot I was determined to open a design site, too. I guess I will have to get on that ASAP!

Slow Updates For Awhile

neverfadeaway769 — Wed, 02 Jan 2008 02:21:35 +0000

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

I am sad to report that for the rest of the week and into next there will be a limited amount of blogging. School starts next week and finals are in two weeks and I am still not fully recovered from my hospital stay. However, I will be putting up a new layout soon and as for the rest of my sites, they will not be updated or worked on for the rest of this week, but I will try and come back to start working on them sometime next week or next weekend.

Hospital Visit

neverfadeaway769 — Mon, 31 Dec 2007 04:17:21 +0000

Just when I was beginning to think this Christmas vacation couldn’t get any worse…it did. I ended up spending three days in the Oncology ward at Mercy Hospital in Cedar Rapids. I had symptoms of an illness they couldn’t explain. They ran the same blood tests everyday to see if they would become positive, but none of them ever did. They finally released me last night because I hadn’t been running a fever for twenty-four hours. I still feel like shit, but hopefully will make a full recovery soon.

Crystal Lowe Fan/Worst Luck With Men

neverfadeaway769 — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 21:37:47 +0000

I am proud to announce that Crystal Lowe Fan has received over one thousand visitors! I want to thank all of my affiliates and those who have supported the site. Anyway, I invited someone to celebrate New Year’s Eve with me. I hadn’t heard from him in awhile until this morning. He sent me a very rude text saying that he was going to be celebrating New Year’s Eve with his boyfriend. I have the worst luck with men. They lead me on and then rudely let me know that they are not interested. It sucks, really. Anyway, I went shopping today, only not really. I spent most of my Christmas money already so I browsed through a variety of stores, preparing my birthday list. It’s scary thinking that in two months I will be nineteen and that in two years I will be twenty-one. I don’t even want to think about it, frankly. I feel like I am getting older faster than I am doing things I want to do before I reach certain ages, if that makes any sense. I am still in Iowa and believe I will be returning home on Saturday, but I leave for Iowa again the day after New Year’s because my Grandma is having surgery. My mom suggested that I accompany my dad so that he doesn’t have to drive alone. I don’t mind, really. I guess I will just not get to spend as much time with my friends as I had hoped.

What I Got For Christmas

neverfadeaway769 — Thu, 27 Dec 2007 04:47:06 +0000

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

I hope all of you had a very Merry Christmas, I know I did. Here is just a brief list of what I received from “Santa”:

(DVD):

Charmed Season 4
C.S.I. Season 6
The Hills Have Eyes 2
Thirteen

(Electronics):

Silver iPod Classic(80BG)
iPod Dock/Alarm Clock

(Clothes):

American Eagle Shirt
Hollister Shirt
North Face Jacket

Sweet & Sour Designs/A Sophia Bush Fansite

neverfadeaway769 — Sun, 23 Dec 2007 03:52:52 +0000

I plan on having Sweet & Sour Designs as well as A Sophia Bush Fansite finished by the time school starts again, which will be around the second week in January. Miley Cyrus Fansite will not be finished until sometime there after. My adrenaline really gets going when I know I have a site to complete. I am not one of those people who half-asses everything. Once I start something, I usually finish it. Anyway, I am leaving for vacation onf Monday and will be gone for about a week. I do not know if I will have anytime to blog within that week, but if I do, you will be hearing from me.

Christmas Vacation

neverfadeaway769 — Fri, 21 Dec 2007 00:26:11 +0000

Christmas Vacation starts tomorrow and I could not be more excited. Two weeks not having to worry about school. I just handed in the last of my major homework assignments today and I can use the rest, even though I just missed a week of school because I was sick. Anyway, I plan on celebrating the new year one hundred percent sober, so wish me luck! I started designing the Sophia Bush fansite today and the Miley Cyrus fansite is coming along swimmingly. Also, I just recieved the new layout for Sarah Michelle Gellar Fan. I am still finishing coding it and I plan on having the whole site, as well as the Miley Cyrus fansite finished by the end of Christmas Vacation. I don’t know when the Sophia Bush fansite will be finished, but that is not my priority right now. As for the design site, I am not quite sure if I still want to go through with that or not. Fansites are more my thing.